It's 4:30 in the morning. I haven't slept at all.
No matter which way I laid, I couldn't get comfortable enough to sleep. Not that I was in pain. I just couldn't shut down. Nothing major on my mind. I just couldn't shut it off.
Finally at 4, I got up because I had to go to the bathroom yet again. And now, I'm throwing up. Unfortunately, there isn't anything in my stomach to throw up. Just flem and blood. Not good.
Now I'm sitting here with a horrible stomach ache. And I've got to work today. It's not worry about the job that has me upset or anything. It's a job I've done before and I enjoy the people I work with at it. All I know is that if my stomach doesn't settle down soon I'm not going to be able to go in. I'm not going to be dry heaving all over the place at some poor unsuspecting person's house all day. But, I really could use the money. The longer I'm sitting here, the less likely going to work feels. Usually when I go ahead and throw up, my stomach settles down almost immediately. I'm thinking this isn't the IBS acting up though.
I do not need this right now.